will there second chance for me?

u.... i miss u...
miss u so much.
deep in my heart,
i feel regret coz i done that.
i wish, we can continue what we have before this.
i can't stand seeing u with someone else.
yet, i don't want to beg u.
seriously... i miss u.
no one knows how i feel towards you.
i saw u in every edge of my rooms....
everything i touch, holds the memories.
the bear that i hug when i missed u.
when i hug the bear,
i feel like hugging u.
when it become like this.
i just can't look at the bear.
i wish there is second chance for me.