its all over....

its over...
everything between us had finished...
now i know,
that you are not sincerely love me,
that everything you said before is not true.

3.30 am, 27th may 2011...

after one year.
i don't know whether i can be like before,
whether i can be the old me.
i hope i can really forget you.
its not that i don't wanna friend with you.
but it will be so hard for me.....
to be beside you as a friend.
to hear your problem with another girl....
so, please forgive me for ignoring you later....
i can't bear all this at this time.......
i need some time.
but not at this time....
deep in my heart,
i care sooo much about you.
i'm sorry for saying this
but, sincerely
i feel like a dummy because i cry.
me, the first time crying for a boy
i hate myself for doing this.
but i can't let you treat me like this again.
it so hard to be your friend.....
because our relationship was not started with friendship.

good bye my bear
i will miss you in the midnight,
no more baby for me,
no more 'chumel' for me,
no more sayang for me,
no more kisses for me,
no more bear for you,
no more kisses for you too.
i hope i can find someone to replace you.
someone that i can rely on.
my bear......
good bye....
i will miss you.