second option.

and again..

i was treated as if i am your second option,

i was left with hopes growing in me,

nobody care about me.

i dont know

whether this is my fate,

or the karma.

i can accept it if this is my fate.

but,

if this is karma,

what have i done wrong this time?

whose heart i have been playing with?

i guess this is my fate.

i will never have any chance...

to be with any guy,

to have someone that will love me back,

to have someone that i can treat with love.

god,

who i was made for?

who is my Adam?

where can i found him?

is he real?