this video was made by safuan fikri to sharifah natasha. they used to be sweet couple on my timeline. this kind of relationship makes me believe that true love exist in teen life. but i was wrong. no relationship can survive if you are a kid turning to be a teen. well... kids and love life. its stupid. don't deny ! you can't get my point because you are in love. come and read this post after you broke up with your partner.

i don't say that i didn't believe all this "i love you, you love me" thing. sometimes, i do have this i-want-a-boyfriend-feeling. but hey, how can you be sure that the one you are dating right now will be the one that will be your wife. actually, i can't bear at the thought "the person that i'm dating won't be my husband". that is why i prefer to stay single (sebenarnya, aku nak kata aku single). 

my mum, she never date anyone back then. she got married to my dad based on family's arrangement. and look at them, they are happy together, they fought.... a lot ! but their rows are so cute. mum told me she can stand with my dad's annoying behavior because..... "mama tak pernah pun bercinta. so, mama tak ada pengalaman. tak ada contoh yang nak bandingkan dengan ayah. sebab tu mama terima ja semua perangai ayah." mum, don't you know that this is the sweetest line i ever heard?

see, that is why i try to avoid any lovey dovey relationship. i want my future husband to be my first love. he deserve the best from me.

ops... i have been ranting a lot. see you next time. xoxo..